An abnormal post

Sometimes I feel so tired I just want to stop what I'm doing right now and just leave this fandom. Cause seriously, it hurts. It hurts to see you guys like this, going separate ways and sometimes even fight. Some may be misunderstandings. Gawd. It'd be good if you guys would say nothing, but I kinda understand how impossible it is to just say nothing when you guys are hurting too. But the phrase "Always Keep The Faith" is somehow etched in my heart. I just couldn't run away and not look back. I couldn't forget what made me love you guys so much. So everytime I turn my head away from you guys, I tend to come back again. Because you guys are truly THE ONES that I would continue to adore. I just couldn't imagine how would I be without being your fan.That's how crazy I am. :)

And I would like to clarify that I may not have every single album of yours lying in my house, but the songs you have sung resides inside my heart. I may not be able to watch every single video of yours available in YouTube, but somehow, it doesn't mean that I don't love you guys. I may not be the fan that knows everything about you, but it doesn't mean that I don't know you guys at all. Humans are what we are, and that's what I know about you guys. And humans make mistakes, we're not all perfect. Plus when we make mistakes, we seek forgiveness. That's why I am able to forgive you guys. But I truly hope that you guys realize what mistakes that you've done.

Actually, no one knows the situation other than the parties involved so I'd prefer Cassies to just wait silently. We don't know who is right and who is in fault. Maybe JYJ and HoMin are both wrong in some ways. That's what I personally think. Cause people have different ways in seeing things so maybe that's what happened to them. But I truly want their friendship to continue. And I pray continuously. Sigh, so that's why Cassies, just stop the bashing. Learn to love. Everyone does mistakes anyway. Don't forget what made you love them, whether it's their passion to sing, their talents, or their personalities, don't give up on them. Even if you do, don't hate them, please. :'( Instead, pray that they realize their wrong doings, and help them walk on the right track.

Side note: Sometimes I tend to think that HoMin are truly innocent, but IDK, I feel bad for thinking that, cuz I've been reading too many articles that JYJ are the ones that are greedy and some even say that they are EVIL; so I PRAY THAT I WOULD ONE DAY STUMBLE ACROSS ARTICLES THAT SAY THAT JYJ ARE NOT THAT BAD TOO. D: I just want to read blogs that are unbiased. I mean TRULY unbiased. Some say that they're unbiased but they end up siding HoMin. D;

Now, I've come to realize that "Always Keep The Faith" isn't just about having them reunite on STAGE as DBSK, instead, it's about having them continue their friendship. I'm sure we don't want any fights to happen between them right? I'm sure you cassies out there want them to sit down and talk right? After what they've been through together... *sigh* I really do hope that 'one day' would come earlier. :'( But I can see it. In maybe 10 years time, or maybe after they've "resigned" from the showbiz, they'd look back and think to themselves what fools they were to fight against each other. Then they would meet up, and laugh about the things that made them fight like this.

The Dorky Brothers :))


Minsu. :'))

I knew them since 2007 and I wish I knew them earlier. :'( Sigh. But there's no way I can turn the clock back right? Gah.