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最不寂寞的人既是最寂寞的人



this is describing me~ i felt lonely.... i felt that i'm all by myself .... no friends by my side to motivate me... i didn't felt like this b4 when i was at std 6....



no zie jing by my side to laugh with me at recess after the exams, she's not by my side to talk with me "emo-ly", she's not here to spazz with me about DBSK and kpop things~ she's like the only bestest-best friend of me now and SHIT! she's not in the same school with me~ haiiixxx...



even though i have many friends, but still, i don't think i have a friend tat can exactly talk with me... and OH GAWD! SHIT LAH! i hate ***... that STUPID PERSON! she's really a B***H !i think her heart is already been polluted! and now, it's really hard for me to tell zie jing about this coz it's hard to tell her through msn ~ i've only got my family beside me, but i still need friends to accompany me through my life~ haiiixxx....



that day, kaixin told me that i have a good sense of humour so many people would like to mingle with me, i smiled... but now, i think that me, 最不寂寞的人既是最寂寞的人...



if really, there is 时光机, i will go back to standard 6... the time tat i love, the time when there's no "headaches"~ i LOVE the old times~ T^T



-如果能有一天, 再一次重返光荣, 记得找我, 我的好朋友-
-孙悟空 by 五月天-